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| 09:11pm 07/09/2005 |
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mood:  pissed off music: underoath - reinventing your exit
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im so tired of this.
yeah i havent updated in a while. i just dont see the need to write in this thing every day. but liz seems to think so. fuck man i am so pissed off right now.
i show up to her work to see her AND to maybe put some hours in but her mom acted kind of frustrated/pissed/ i dunno so i left. half the reason i went there was to see her and OMG IT WAS OUT OF MY WAY lemme tell you... cross a bridge and bam... so when i leave shes like whyd you come by, you gotta be up to no good... WTF...
then all of a sudden call rachel? shes a friend i havent talked to in a very LONG TIME... big woop.
and yeah ive talked to amanda on myspace a few times recently, and i told liz everything i wrote to her... and she cant tell me im a fucking liar because i know she goes on my myspace and email and shit to see if something is going on, maybe to see if i was lying to her... which i wasnt because she read it and i told her what we talked about... omg im such an evil person im hiding another life... shut the fuck up.
yeah i kissed 3 chicks months ago, BUT I TOLD YOU THE NEXT FUCKING DAY... im sure if i was doing something else youd know about it aloooooong ass time ago... i have a heavy conscience. i do something bad it tell it asap...
you fucked andy in febuary and it took you 3 months to tell me... who trusts whom here? i trust her, she doesnt trust me? fuck this shit.
she talks to guys all the time on the fone. i dont like it but whatever...i NEVER talk to girls on the fone. EVER! i can prove it too but i shouldnt have too. |
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| 02:34am 05/06/2005 |
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and now i shall amuse myself...
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| 02:24am 05/06/2005 |
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i figure i ammuse liz for once. since at least this guy she obsesses about is cool...
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| 11:24pm 21/05/2005 |
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mood:  angry music: haley singing
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lifes great. i had a super day!
liz and i have been on a break for a few days, and it got me thinking alot. wondering what in the world is wrong with me. i came to a conclusion that i prolly have a mental problem. or maybe a commitment problem. ( i was leaning towards mental)... well fuck all that. i read an email she sent me today that made me throw all those thoughts away, including a picture of her and i, that i held very dear to my heart.
i have a little more class then alot people think of me, so i am not here to talk shit. if you wanna know what happened you can ask her because the thought still makes me wanna vomit so i dont feel like writing about it. bye. |
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| 04:19pm 19/05/2005 |
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mood:  restless music: star wars theme
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i know this is going to sound nerdy but i dont care. i really feel like Anakin Skywalker. his biggest fear was to lose Padmé Amidala. he ended up being the very thing that killed her. this is a mediphore (sp?). liz and i are on a break. i guess this would be a good time for her to get her revenge on me for one of the stupidest things ive ever done.
during this break, ill try and figure out what the fuck is wrong with me. i wanna actually try writing, and compse some music. something ive been wanting to do for a while. i can also take this time to find something else in photography i am interested in cause the thing in photography i love to do liz doesnt approve. and im not talking about talking pictures of naked chicks. i think clothes on is sexier, merely half naked i guess. makes me miss home. not too many bmx riders around here worth shooting and back in srq, lots-o-good riders to shoot.
anywyas im off to take a super cold shower, cause its like 23984629834692346983 degrees out today, then take a nap. (star wars last night first showing. AWESOME! tired...) peace. |
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| 10:47pm 02/05/2005 |
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mood: worried music: sum 41 - the bitter end
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life has been so hecktic lately, lets see where should i begin...
went to sum 41 last week, that was cool. my brothers doing alot better back home, even cooler im proud of him. fireball runs away from home friday afternoon, i about shit myself. fireball comes back home sunday night! but all beat up man. if someone kicked him omg... i cant do anything about it but God works in misterious ways... took my final for algebra tonight. holy crap i didnt even know it was tonight cause ive been so worried about my firebutthead. man that kitty is such a pain in the ass but you bet your ass i love him to death... PRAY FOR HIM HES ALL ALONE IN A HOSPITAL BED :\... LOVE YOU FIREBALL!!!
well thats all for now, my lifes been alot more hectic then that but i cant htink at the moment. peace. |
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| 11:28pm 12/04/2005 |
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mood: crappy music: the goo goo dolls - big machine
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here is when i admit i am wrong. she asks me to take her to petsmart, and i ask her why like i was snapping at her. at the time i didnt know i was doing that. thats one of my problems i am trying to work on. she goes on the entire day mad at me and im trying to figure it out and im asking and im trying to cheer her up. so finally i just had it, took my cat and left. for her to not tell me at the time i snapped at her, and go on the whole day mad at me and me trying so damn hard to figure out what i did, is wrong of her.
wtf man. were at walmart and looking at bedsheets. i look up at the price and im like wow thats pricey. how would you take it? me saying no to not get it? dude its not my money. i was wondering if she had the money. but because of the snapping incident before, she assumes im telling her its a waste of money. i mean wtf dude. so she walks away and im like wtf is happenning here. i turn back around to go get the and put them in my cart. then we walk back that direction and shes like i cant get these anyway i dont have the money for the comforter. DUDE! WHAT FREAKING TWILIGHT ZONE EPISODE AM I IN?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!
are all women like this? man thats so unfair to me. i can admit when im wrong, but not her. i mean i did something wrong or is doing something wrong tell me at the time. thats the problem most women have, is they want use to guess what we did wrong. haha thats funny cause its a proven fact that guys act on impulse. they dont know at the time they did something wrong... god shes so damn hard to talk to. bye im done for tonight. |
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| 09:59pm 04/04/2005 |
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music: the goo goo dolls - think about me
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i dont care who reads this, so deal!
people crack me up. and this is what i think.
when you owe someone money, and you know you owe them, then tell them you do and say you can't pay now but maybe soon. thats being a friend. friendships arent lost because of money, its lost because of dishonesty.
if you owe someone money, thats it. plain and simple. you dont bullshit around by saying you have too many things to pay. if so then dont take someones money and use it towards, i dont whatever it is cause thats a whole other problem. and second, why would it matter how someone else spends there money, its none of your business. IF YOU OWE, YOU OWE!
btw, all that isnt about me but they know who they are. i am in a similar situation EXCEPT! the friend i owe i told him i will pay him back someday i just cant now. i didnt make excuses about how i have shit to pay and how he doesnt have much to pay and whatever. what he does with his money is his thing, not mine. if i owe him money, i owe him. were still great friends cause why? he knows i will pay him back when i can.
thats why friendships arent ruined by money, but by being dishonest. dont bullshit around, the real world doesnt work that way. high school's over! :) have a great day!
p.s. this was a rant so if you have a stupid comment, keep it to yourself. a comment about agreeing with me works :) |
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| 09:07pm 01/04/2005 |
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mood:  content music: blink 182 - what's my age again?
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so its been a while since ive updated. havent had internet in 2 months, and you know something i had no problem with that. yeah sometimes it got boring but most of the time i was fine. so i guess that means i dont really need internet in my life.
so tomorrow morning i start a photography class. yeah almost at the end of the semester, thats because its only 1 credit. anyways should be cool. do what i love and get something in return.
haha i love this movie, kingpin.
man fireball just gave an ugly look. sheesh! mr. attitude.
randomness is fun!
i wanna go to walt disney world that place is so.... magical! haha
that is one very hard song to play. im learnin' though!
ok well im out.. PEACE! |
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| 06:32pm 16/02/2005 |
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mood: pissed off
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you know, i dont know why i try sometimes. this is such crap. she keeps making up excuses and all this bullshit. whatever she wants to be some big star but doesnt do shit about it, then not my problem anymore. "oh they are only giving me studio time, and play it on the radio. i can get studio time. i just dont have the time to do it." WELL IF YOU WANNA ACTUALLY DO THAT WITH YOUR LIFE YOU MAKE THE TIME. but she obviously doesnt want to. yeah she can get studio time, but she doesnt have a song written by professional writers, and be played on the radio, AND have sent to 128363948634876 record labels.
it pisses me off when someone wants something so bad in life but doesnt do jack shit about it. the opportunity knocks on the door, and doesnt let it in. WHATEVER! have fun not doing want you want with your life. i wanna be a professional photographer, well im doing something about it. wont you do the same? |
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| words of encouragement. for me... to her... |
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| 06:14pm 10/02/2005 |
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mood:  ecstatic music: led zepplin - stairway to heaven... stuck in my head...
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ok so there are these 2 djs called lex and terry. if you dont know who they are, they are huge. i mean they are very damn popular. anyways they arent big fans of ashlee simpson, after the orange bowl thing. SO they figured if she can do it, that they can get any chick to do it. this is when you guys step in. they are having a contest called make me a star. this is very legit (sp?). they have 2 professional writers writing music already, guys such as from sister hazel, etc. starting april 4th, they want whoever thinks they have a shot at stardom to go to jacksonville, and sing acapella for them. if they make it to the finals then that trip will be paid for. i really think liz has a great shot. she knows about it but isnt doing anything about it and i think this is a great opportunity for her. i dont know if shes affraid of failure or what but im not going to let an opportunity like this pass. she told me she couldnt afford to drive down to j-ville. so i will pay for it myself, besides my dad lives an hour from there so there is the hotel! haha... what i need form you guys is some words of encouragement. i know shes good ive heard her sing in front of her school she did great. and megan, val, rach i know you guys have seen her sing too. maybe something to ease her mind. maybe someone can help her find a song, help her vocally. I NEED HELP! im emailing them tonight to confirm that we will be down there on the 11th of april. i want her to kick some ass. i dont want her to look back one day and regret for not even trying. SO PLEASE HELP! i need a good song for her to sing, maybe some voice lessons to knock em dead even though her vocie rocks already. i am also taking donations for the trip haha :)... anyways thanks in advance for the help. im sure when shes rich and famous one day she can return the favor :)... peace |
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| TO VAL AND MEG!!! |
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| 12:02am 02/02/2005 |
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mood:  lazy music: thrice - artist int the ambulance
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liz lost her katie bracelet! she doesnt know if its there or outside or in her car! she doesnt know she she dropped it! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok bye bye.
"if you find it, keep it. i want it." "i'm having a sad face moment." -liz |
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| 02:09pm 29/01/2005 |
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mood:  annoyed music: green day - jesus of suburbia
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Ask me 4 questions.
Any 4, no matter how personal, private or random.
I have to answer them honestly. I have to answer them all. I MIGHT not answer them publicly, though.
In turn, you post this message in your own journal and you have to answer the questions that are asked of you. |
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| 10:32am 28/01/2005 |
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so i see some of my lj buddies arent having a good day. :\
hey drummer, email me man! i lost your email addy when my computer messed up. wazmunstr@comcast.net if you lost it too... EMAIL ME!!! :)
long time no update yes i know. nothing new. school started back up. im only taking a few classes cause its too much stress for me to work full time and go to shcool full time. im taking beginning to photography just cause its a 1 credit hour class and who knows maybe ill learn something new. and intermediate algebra. man i hope they dont make me take all these math classes then i have to take college algebra. blah... |
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| 11:49pm 29/12/2004 |
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mood:  sleepy music: butch walker - don't move
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so fireball and i had a fun adventure a few minutes ago. fireball and i have a loving relationship. what can i say? i love my kitty and he loves me. so he likes to follow me around. he likes to follow me to the bathroom too haha. hes young and always wants to play... ANYWAYS so im taking a shower as fireball is doing his cat things and he deceides he want to jump right into the shower. now, hes never done that before. he tends to always sit outside and poke his head in but gets splash alittle with water. this time he went in like a trooper! so, the nice guy that i am, and the fact that he hasnt had a bath in months, I SOAK HIM HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i grab him and throw some body wash on him and wash away.... man did he fight for dear life! like i was gonna kill him or something. anways he didnt like that too much but i hes been needing one of those and i got the opportunity. hehe it was funny. he was like a fish flapping out of the water...
anyways hes inside his cage right now with a heater blasting him so he can dry up a bit. then im gonna hang out with him just so he wont get mad at me and thing i dont love him. I LOVE FIREBALL!
anyways enough about my kitty. christmas in sarasota, florida was nice. the first 2 days i was there it rained (xmas eve and day blaaah). second day was just ugly. the last 2 days, beeeeautiful... like what real florida weather is supposed to be. Ewhat winter is supposed to be! sunny, 70 degrees haha. window down. a/c... nice...
dinner with the families was fun. this was prolly the best xmas ive had in a long time if not ever. only thing that was missing was liz. i wanna spend it with her next time. but yeah i got a shit load of stuff i wanted. coooool! saw some of my friends for a few hours... miss those guys :\
i could of used a new camera backpack but ill buy that myself...
anyways im in my boxers right now and liz is on the fone so later! |
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| 11:53pm 21/12/2004 |
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mood: tired music: butch walker - maybe it's just me
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so i got a new fone. THIS BITCH IS BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD. yeah it rocks... other then that nothing much to write about. prolly not working tomorrow, 80% chance of rain. prolly play alot of need for speed underground 2. other then that cool. later... |
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| 10:53pm 20/12/2004 |
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mood: calm music: american wedding movie
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last week was the worst fucking week of my life, seriouly.
heres a small list. yes a list...:
1. my glasses broke. fucking eddie bauer $300 glasses. now i look like a nerd with white tape on them.
2. i got sick. a cold. man, dont you just love winter?
3. i have carpel tunnel syndrome on my left hand. too much writing for classes... maybe too much need for speed underground 2, haha.
4. my back still hurt.
not a long list but to top it all off, we got stuck with zach all day (her nephew)... dont get me wrong i love the kid. i had no problem spending time with him. then she deceides she doesnt want to reall go out for a dinner and what not. thats cool a pizza and a movie. cool.
well we get to her house, her parents dont get back til midnight! yeah and guesss what? yeah we didnt watch the movie that night. she went to try and put zach to sleep and ended up falling asleep. at like 930... i got totally shafted. so i was pissed, couldnt breathe, and went home.
everythings cool now though. neede to update. cool! later |
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| well poop |
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| 11:13pm 13/12/2004 |
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mood: exhausted music: something corporate - i want to save you
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you guys update alot... i wish i had that much time... haha :P
so i took my first final today. think i did pretty well. im pretty sure i passed the class, too. haha. im sooo ready for a break, go home, see my folks, my bro, THE BEACH! ...man i miss florida.
so the low for tonight is something like 24? and the high tomorrow is 38? dude it was 70 a week ago. i seriousy miss florida every bone chilling day im here. but thats love does to you. no regrets... glad im here :) <3
what the heck is up with fireball... must be awefully tired.
well, time to surf eBay, usefilm.com... and such...
btw, check out some of my stuff on usefilm if you havent already! comment on here if you dont have an account...
http://www.usefilm.com/photographer/33147.html
word, out! |
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| 04:01pm 09/12/2004 |
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mood: annoyed music: thrice - all that's left
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i hate writing! i was not made to express my thoughts, opinions, whatever! in writing. thats for poets, song writers. I'M AN ARTIST! i express in pictures, with my camera. dammit. school sucks, BURN YOU BASTARDS.
amazing how things you hate in ife, you need. well for me at least its money, school, a job, haha.
well im off to finish "writing". did i mention i hate IT!!!!
later skaters. |
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| 12:35am 09/12/2004 |
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BTW, THE ENTRY BEFORE THIS LAST ONE, I LIED! I'M STILL HERE! HAHahAHHAhahAhAhAhahAHAHHAhAhAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA... :) |
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